3/27/2025

i'm desperately trying to remember the dream i had today, since it was so odd, but i can't for the life of me remember anything--except for three things. a guy with glasses handing me a tabby cat in a hospital lobby, me eating angel hair in an italian restaurant with 4 people i did not recognize, and entering a very eerie doll parts store.

3/25/2025

second dream! wahahahahah!
hmm...today i had a dream that dax riggs had yet another side project, but this project was a musical! in my dream, i was holding a very old ipad and was watching a "behind the scenes" of dax's involvement in his musical (he acted in it and wrote the musical). i can't quite remember all the details of what the musical was about, but what i can recall is that all around town, people kept on losing half of their body! they were still able to live normal lives, but people do not usually enjoy being leg-less. the, i guess, "gimmick", of the story was that the characters weren't allowed to say anything bad about the government and everytime they had to say something important, they would have to say something along the lines of "for some CLASSIFIED reason, people are losing their bodies because of CLASSIFIED, SECRET, FORCES!". the government was actively trying to go after them and censor what was happening. also, every policeman character was depicted as a robot, but it was implied that they weren't ACTUALLY robots (it...it a metaphor..woha). that's as far as i remember about the story, but in the actual BTS video i was "watching", it showed dax's character's sister getting a "phone call" from dax's character's brother saying that he bought some blue manic panic hair dye for the sister's birthday because her character was supposed to be some sort of "alt" and you see her getting really excited in character. then their mother character forces dax's character to eat a bunch of mashed peas for "health and prosperity". also, the musical contained songs from deadboy and the elephantmen.

3/18/2025

hello...first dream...what dream did i have this day? i will write... ha ha ha... this day i had a dream i was oh-so-tall and all of my hair had been chopped off. it reminded me of my hair from a year ago...about above chin length. for some reason, i was back in highschool (horrible, horrible), but it wasn't my old highschool, it was some other dream highschool. it resembled something straight out of claymation with curving hallways and very dim lighting--dark outside, it also was. my two friends (apparently) were two boys with very thick russian accents. suddenly in the dream, the taller of the two asks "are you a girl?" (in russian) in which i respond "yes" (somehow understanding russian, but responding in english). he then repeats: "girl???" like he was in utter shock in english. after, i respond "da" and he says "oh, haha, yeah, da, haha,", then he pokes my shoulder. i ignore the poking and start walking down a hallway in which i am met with tables upon tables. each table had around 1-3 students huddled around, playing chess. the chess pieces varied in size with the biggest pieces being a foot long. i sat down to play chess with the big pieces and immediately woke up. my brain might have an aversion to chess...can't sustain my attention nearly long enough.